I'M SMUG
Tonight I'm just sort of chillin' and feeling smug. There are very, and then I mean VERY few days during the academic year that I actually feel that I've managed to do the work that I wanted to finish for the day. (Possibly since I seem to be cursed to a way of living where I always put up unreachable goals and am never entirely happy with anything, ever =P) But today, I feel like I did well. I really do. AND I went foodshopping, AND I cleaned my room. OMG. It's a miracle! And I'm writing this down now because I know that this is a very rare moment for me, so in two days I can go back, look at this and think, yes, this really happened.
I even finished the day with going for a powerwalk in Hackney Central. You see, it's almost Christmas which means that it's almost spring term. Which means that exam- prep starts (or well, is SUPPOSED to start) in the end of February/ beginning of March. In other words, that's when I'm gonna start stress- eating like a crazy biatch again. In other words, the plan is to lose some before I gain some, so that by the end of it on balance I'm gonna look like normal. Sounds like a plan? It's basically the same concept as the fight against the law ass that I wrote about a few days ago. And yes, I know that I'm neurotic. But I'm still refusing to accept defeat. What I'm saying is that there must be SOME way of getting through a law year without looking like a 103 year old lady afterwards. So, this year I'm starting my preparations early.
Now: hot chocolate, the Apprentice and VOGUE. I've got completely hooked on The Apprentice by the way. It feels so good to see someone else stress around and taking absolutely HORRIBLE decisions while you relax, shake your head and are completely sure that you'd definitely done a better job. Sort of like watching the HILLS; no one makes me feel as smart as Audrina Patridge. ("I mean, I think that like... If you're together... like... the people should like be, you know... together... like... do you know what I mean?") She pretty much helped me through third year. I really do love her. And Whitney. And Lauren. And all the others.
I even finished the day with going for a powerwalk in Hackney Central. You see, it's almost Christmas which means that it's almost spring term. Which means that exam- prep starts (or well, is SUPPOSED to start) in the end of February/ beginning of March. In other words, that's when I'm gonna start stress- eating like a crazy biatch again. In other words, the plan is to lose some before I gain some, so that by the end of it on balance I'm gonna look like normal. Sounds like a plan? It's basically the same concept as the fight against the law ass that I wrote about a few days ago. And yes, I know that I'm neurotic. But I'm still refusing to accept defeat. What I'm saying is that there must be SOME way of getting through a law year without looking like a 103 year old lady afterwards. So, this year I'm starting my preparations early.
Now: hot chocolate, the Apprentice and VOGUE. I've got completely hooked on The Apprentice by the way. It feels so good to see someone else stress around and taking absolutely HORRIBLE decisions while you relax, shake your head and are completely sure that you'd definitely done a better job. Sort of like watching the HILLS; no one makes me feel as smart as Audrina Patridge. ("I mean, I think that like... If you're together... like... the people should like be, you know... together... like... do you know what I mean?") She pretty much helped me through third year. I really do love her. And Whitney. And Lauren. And all the others.
I read in an interview somewhere that Audrina doesn't exercise much, since she's naturally thin. And she loves food, especially cheeseburgers. But she tries to eat healthy generally, she says. Hmm...
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